Soon...

Oh sweet baby!! We are beginning to feel such incredible excitement!! We heard this week that we should be hearing VERY soon who you are!! Oh the incredible joy that is bubbling in my heart just thinking about it.  Our coordinator has been so laid back so far... encouraging us not to get too excited too quickly.  Now she is encouraging us to get all our paperwork done and into her as soon as we can.  Yippee!!

It was almost a crushing blow to that sweet bubbling joy to find out that we may not have court until after the end of May.  We are doing a homestudy update now, since that will expire at end of May.  But the wonderful thing about that...the paperwork we already started on that was due to expire is the same paperwork that we need to complete to update our Homestudy, so that paperwork is almost finished within minutes of us finding out what we need to turn in:) 


I am so blown away at the gentle love of God the Father who is looking upon us with such favor.  Instead of saying Why me?? in a complaining tone, as Many have done before, I find myself saying it in a hushed reverent tone.  Why me, blessed Savior?  I feel so undeserving, yet so completely filled, and loved and covered.  Cherished by God.  What a place to be in.  My prayer is that our little one on the other side of the world is also wrapped in that love, learning about God from God Himself.  

In God's perfect timing we will come and meet you, return for court and see you again and then come back one last time and bring you to your forever family.  To the arms and hearts that have been longing for you for so long.  Hang on sweet baby, hold tight to God.  He is preparing that family for you and you for us.  We CANNOT wait to meet you and hold you and love on you in person for the very first time.  And we know that God knows that day you will be home and nothing will change that!!